Hear about a deep and meaningful conversation with a friend about societal norms, self-comparison, judgment, and the journey to self-acceptance through mindfulness. lus, celebrate hitting the 100 subscriber milestone on the "Loic and the KwingZ" YouTube channel and the surprising instant views on the thank-you video.
Edits Done, "The Norm" Debunked & 100 Subscribers!
Hello!
It's been a productive, albeit long, day. I spent the morning and early afternoon finishing the editing for the Drag Race Episode 14 report video. It's a relief to have that main part done! However, the technical fun wasn't over. I immediately jumped into creating the thumbnail and wrestling with exporting the video. My editing software is still stubbornly refusing to export my 4K recordings in actual 4K quality, offering lower resolutions instead, which is incredibly frustrating. I spent some time exporting different versions and trying to tweak the quality in the Photos app, but it's not ideal.
Meeting a Friend & Meaningful Conversations
I had to pause the thumbnail work to meet a friend late afternoon. He was going through a tough time, feeling anxious and getting caught up comparing himself to "the norm". This led to a really deep conversation about rejecting societal pressures and expectations. I shared my view that there shouldn't be rigid rules about what belongs to boys or girls, or how people "should" behave. We talked about how harmful comparing yourself to others and being judgmental (both of yourself and others) can be, using an example of him judging a bartender's goth style.
I opened up about my own past struggles with depression, anxiety, low self-esteem, and insecurity, emphasizing how meditation was key for me to understand my triggers, stop being angry, and let go of judgment. We also discussed taking responsibility for our actions rather than blaming external factors like alcohol, and the importance of focusing on things we can actually change instead of worrying pointlessly about things we can't. It was a heavy but important chat, and I really hope it helped him.
YouTube Milestone!
On a much lighter note, huge news for the "Loic and the KwingZ" YouTube channel! Yesterday I was at 94 subscribers, woke up this morning to 100, and now I'm at 102! The viewership in the last 48 hours also jumped significantly, hitting 11,000 this morning and reaching 14,000-15,000 by the evening, likely thanks to the Shorts I've been posting.
To celebrate the 100-subscriber milestone, I quickly recorded and posted a thank-you Short. The response was wild – literally seconds after hitting publish, it already had 196 views! Later check showed 321 views. While the initial view count was amazing, I noticed the average percentage viewed was a bit lower than usual, so I need to keep an eye on retention. Still, watching the real-time analytics is fascinating, and overall, the channel trends are all positive!
Other Bits
I also spent a bit more time thinking about the print-on-demand store, working on designs. The technology seems simpler now, so hopefully, I can get that launched soon.
Okay, after getting home from drinks and editing yesterday's podcast audio, I'm truly ready for bed.
What a night!
Chat tomorrow.
L
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